Who...

When I get that Feeling and need to talk

Who will understand me the way that you do?

who will make me feel better than what I do?

who will make me laugh so the happy comes out and turn away the bad?

Who will love me like you do and make sure I'm never sad?

that who can only be you...

your my light in the night who makes me feel alright

your the air I need when I take a deep breath

you make me feel so refreshed

you let me know no one is better than me.....

and here is where you want to be….

so who better to take care of me and show me that you love me...

and your always down on bending knee's making sure I'm happy..

so who will I run to when I'm feeling blue...

it will always be you!

What If.

What if I gave it back would you really want it... would you hold it and love it like you use to... would you love it like your prize...would it be the sparkle in your eyes and make you cry that special tear from your eye...would you care for it the way it needs or would you just let it bleed with pain and let it become in vain to the point where it goes insane....

If I gave it back would it be the same or would you just pretend your the same as you use to be...some one took yours from me and now it lost for eternity.…

but you always come back to me even though you don't love me…

so if I gave it back how would you really act? ......

Just A Lick

I'm feigning for the touch of you boy you know I lust for you.....

the touch of your hands upon my waste as you pull me down for a taste.....

cause you want me to ride your face....

but I told you I had the golden ticket you said baby I just want to lick it......

you put your head between my thighs and o what a surprise.....

to feel your hands up on my thighs and then your fingers slip inside....

o baby this is the shit but you know I want the dick but it feels good to have you sucking on my clit....

yes daddy I love that shit but I'm still begging you to quit......

I really want the dick but you laugh and continue to lick so I scream quit the shit and stop playing with it......

you look at me and smile and say I'm a wild chick......

ooh baby your the shit but you just wont quit I need you to stop and penetrate it and all you says is

I just want a lick.....

What Is This

So I asked him What is this? It feel way better than a kiss it has me feeling like I'm floating on air and the crazy thing is I don't even care...
What is this? It seems like it can be and eternal bliss that everyone is afraid to miss what is this? I feel like I'm bout to explode and about to be in a whole new mode...a mode where everything goes what is this? This smile on my face and twinkle in my eye that seem to be seen by everyone walking by what is this?
And He said its the way our heart beat as one its something that can never be undone its the twinkle in our eyes when they meet it is sexier than our first kiss it's just a beautiful thing it's the joy I get when I see your face its the way you stole my heart and won't give it back its the way I let you take it and I damn sure couldn't fake it..so baby you ask me what is this?....This..is...Love!

Whenever, Wherever Whatever

I can love you whenever you need me to you know I got you boo....

As long you got me we will be close through all eternity......

I know you will always take care of me whether it's mentally or physically.....

and we can do this wherever you please as long as its just you and me our future is unseen but our love is mean....

I got your best interest at heart and baby we'll never part cause we are joint at the heart......

so whatever time you need my heart you know we're not far apart just let me know and I' will show you how you how deep my love goes.....

So I can love you whenever,wherever at whatever time as long as your always mine.....

The Race

Why is it I always have to pay for the bullshit that comes my way...

Why do I have to grind to get ahead when every thing is given to a crackhead..

why should I fight for this life when nobody cares....

But yet I still climb those everlasting stairs....

The stairs that leads to heart ache and pain that comes back again and again...

and it always make you feel you cant win...

And then you feel the breeze in the wind

and you realize its just a race...

A race where your moving at a smooth pace and the breeze continue to hit your face but at a faster rate...

and Before you know it you've won the race in first place…

but only with your style and grace

and no time to waste...

The Hole

There's a hole in my heart that I cant seem to fill it makes me wonder if this shit is real...Is it real the way I feel or could it be a dream I can wake up from... so I open my eyes and I feel real dumb..

Dumb to think it was a dream cause the world is so fucking mean...you think your happy and everything is all peachy king but life is never what it seems...it seems to be great but all the shit comes out late and you get stuck with bullshit on your plate....bullshit that you have to fix just to show you can handle it and fix the pieces that is so easy to break....

And when it's broke its so hard to fix because I don't have time for the tricks that comes along with the fix..so this hole will always need to be fixed.

The Dog

Your quick to call him a dog but don't really know why and your just mad cause he made you cry...
but deep down inside you know he's a good guy who doesn't have the word dog no where in his heart...
You see a dog is a man who will fuck you and your friend and ask the next door neighbor to join in..
he will be the one who knows he has aids and in between your legs he wants to lay while making you think he's OK..
He will be the one to stimulate you mentality and make think you are all he needs but yet he lives on his knees...
He's that same dude with the baby that nobody knows who's going to grow up and not care that's he's old...the same dude who beats his wife and buy his kids gifts to say its alright....

Stop Asking Me....

Stop asking me what's wrong cause you really don't care I'm not that “Shine” that feels your air..

So whatever is wrong with me is neither here non there....

The blame will always fall on me so lets just let it be....

cause she will always be better than me so stop asking me....

my face card will always be tainted but let face it this whole thing was painted....

So you go your way and I go mines...

I just hope you can get back your

“Shine”

Perfect Ten.....

The way you looking at me with that smile on your face let's me know you want a taste of what's below my waist.....

you want to feel the grooves in my moves and put your hands on my boobs as I move and we

groove...

You see I got a swag wit my shit...my pussy takes you on trips you don't need no X for this....

I can make you reach your blitz and scream ooh shit....

my sensual touch will make you spin

to the point you can feel the wind

and I will always be that perfect ten..

No Time!

So you say you gave it back but what if I don't want it....

what if the love from it is not for me the interment way it should be....

I feel like the side chick truthfully I don't really feel your in love with me you just tolerate me cause of the babies....

I'm not that “shine” in your heart that never falls apart...

I will always be the broken peaces with that special peace missing...

that shit don't ever glisten.... and you can have a brand new start and hopefully she'll do her part and not make you feel like your falling apart....

but she always did build you up and you said she was you heart...

So I think y'all will be fine in do time...

so give it back to her cause I don't have the time......

My Key

I closed it once before but you always unlock the door

I try to go the other way but your eyes tell me to stay

your like a drug that calls my name and its driving me insane

I hate when I feel this way and I wish that you would go away

But if you go were would I be cause I need you as much as you need me

but we both know this cant be

So baby give me back my key its time to let go of me

I cant let you have a hold on me no matter how much you love me

And I will miss you as much as you miss me

but this is how it's got to be

Love letter

Dear Love,

I knew you was the one who would change my life and make me have such a wide insight and point me to the light. your the angels that God has sent from above who makes everything alright no matter the day or night. And I love you..I love you for you being you with the little silly things you do and for that alone you are my boo. Your smile brightens up my day in every little way.

You are true loves seed that is always with me. no one can break the bond that goes on and on with you and me we are like a chain still joint at the brain You think how I use to but with more emotions it could be insane. your heart will always remain and I will always love you the same until the end of time because you are always mines..

you are my pride and joy and I love you more and more and

at times I hate to see you walk out that door but I know you have to explore whats behind the door because its a way for you to know more...more of what I can not give and yes this will help you live...live your life to the fullest and reach your goals cause only heaven knows where you will go.

So even tho we fuse and fight baby you are my light..your the reason I live my life so that one day you will have a wide insight and you to can reach the light that shines so bright..

Love Always and forever,

Mommy

Lost Time

To be sitting across the room and look up to see you damn what a feeling to have my eyes meet yours and to feel the love once more...

I can still feel the love from your eyes and I can honestly realize we have wasted to much time... Time we cant get back...back to how we use to be when it was just you and me now we have third parties...

At times I can still feel your lips on my neck ooo boy you knew how to get it wet..

But we had a bet...a bet that we have always kept if you wasn't first you would never be last so I guess our time has passed.

L.ife's A. B.itch

She's the only woman I know who will tell you I love you and break your heart. She will give you life and at the same time take it back. She can be cruel and sweet all at one time. With her it's always right and never wrong..with her you have to deal with whatever she gives you... She's just as bad as karma but ten times worse... see she waits for you to fuck up and stabs you right back leaving you paralyzed never knowing what's next. She never lets you live your mistakes down and always make you look like a clown. She makes you her puppet and you have to do what she says or she will make you miserable for the rest of your days...nothing will ever go your way as long as she has something to say cause she
will always get her way..

Friend/Hate

I feel like I've been cheated out of some thing great

while you went around and licked you plate

you had me on lock knowing my every move

while you was basically in your grove

I asked one damn question and got no answer in return

so I sat there and got burned

I get so sick just to see your face

and I wish we would have stayed like will and grace

Froward Chick

excuse me I was wondering are you single and if so can we mingle?

see your eyes has put me on high and I can't just let you walk by....

your style is fly and I want to make you my guy....

lets walk and talk a bit...

you see I'm that chick who will have you whipped

and you will never give away the dick....

wait I'm moving to quick...

lets take our time with this we don't even know if we click...

but I can tell by the way you walk you got that good shit..

yes I'm a forward chick lol... let me quite...

I really do think your the shit..

so lets sit down let's talk a bit

Eyes & Heart

Through my eyes you can see my pain I chose not to show with my heart..my eyes show you what I want to say but can't cause it will break your heart.

They are crazy, sexy cool but have the tendencies to be oh so rude it just depends on my mood. They can cast a spell so deep it will put you to sleep and even make your heart skip a beat.

As for my heart it beats like no other some people say I'm just like my mother but with a twist cause I will quickly give you my ass to kiss. My heart stays under lock and key and its hard for you to see that side of me..

my heart holds what you have never seen and I make sure I keep it unseen. I let it out once before and ended up on deaths door...

but like a phoenix its ten times stronger if not more there is nothing that I can't Indore..

All Of Me!!!

I want to give you all of me from the top of my head to the solos of my feet … I want you to touch me and make my body breath deep....yes baby you will hear me swear as you pull my hair and you smack my ass from here to there but I really don't care....I love it when you loving me deep and making me grip on the sheets.. I love to scream your name and I hope you feel the same as we grind with no pain just the pleasure of sex on the brain.

Baby when you lick my clit ooh boy that's the shit

I got to breath to tell you this cause to think of it just soaks my shit (smiles) … but I love the way you rub you dick across my clit and slid it in to take a dip....

I know you love the way it grips the tip cause you grab me with that ooo shit grip that makes me bite my lip

So as I start to grind my hips and you start to lick your lips and let me know it's is the shit and you love the way it drips especially when you grab my hips....